Uncertainty.....

when i on my comp just now, suddenly i saw this website, www.jobstreet.com. Curious about what is it. Its a classified place when people put up job advertisements. So thinking that i would be jobless in months time, might just do myself a favour by scanning through and finding what are the options out there for me... This statement then surface onto me, "tian xia zi da ke you wo rong shen zi chu?" Yk says that i am feeling fear, but i would like to use the word "uncertainty" its sounds more appropriate in my situation now.
When a person works in a place for more than 2 years, when the work becomes a routine. When it becomes a burden, when it becomes a drag to go work. Lastly when you felt that you are going nowhere in the job. The answer to your mind would be move on, look for another job, in search of new challenges.
Situation 2, what if you are too comfortable in the job, everything is in place for you, pays good, benefits is enticing, everything is very nice. Then again, you are going to retire in 42. =) thats the catch.
For me i feel a case of both, i am in a job that comfortable, pays well, nice place, however i feel a burden in the job. My mind tells me to go and go for a search for new pasture. I believe life is a place and oppotunity to search for a thing thats so precious, its call Challenge thats a belief in my life, why stay for something thats so achieveable when you know that you are better than that. Some people might think that its nothing compared to money, wealth and statue. Come to think about it, when you meet the challenge, the above would just fall in, of course not those challenge like eating how many you can pee la. Even when that stupid William Hung went up and challenge himself in front of the world, he made a statement that shook the world (i dun wanna say it, its just rubbish from a person that if i am his mum or dad, i would wear a rubber and prevent him from getting birth, if i know he is going to things like that, can you imagine how that loser is gaining celebrity ship by being a fool duh" its just a state of mind. When you are going for a 100m sprint, when you are composed and calm, you somehow knew that it will just be yours.
We gonna be realistic about challenges and goals. Make it achieveable but make it higher than what you can do. So when you fall back you will not be that low, you will still be high up there. Accepting and recognising your weapons and traits that you have is impt, yk says more... recently yk seems to have met a wise man, he seems very chim recently. A little dark at times, irks me a little. he got the points, but the input style is something i din expert. It comes like a punch, and maybe because of that way, it etches more deep and harder into my mind. Nevertheless there are points that i agree and disagree, we just have to find out by trying. Afterall he is he, i am i, believes is something that comes with a man's experience in life. My believe definately deviates from his. However, it will give me points to ponder about. And that will firm up Kenny's Brand of Believe He hee (what weyling will say... nonsense leh you) its true, i mean the believe part.
All he said also contributes to my points of uncertainty, to be sure of whats the path and route that we wanna take. Planning what may come, what are the solutions and tools to overcome those, requires skills and thinkings along the way. However i would consider the most important thing for me, is the courage to take the first step, to step out of comfort and welcome myself to the world of uncertainty. And it is in the world of uncertainty, it is where challenges lies, only there will i reap fruits of success. sounds ambitious?? nah.... think its called desire and believe.
i will leave today with these words 天下既然大便一定有我容身之处 (thanks yk for his chinese words, coz my comp is a potato, cannot speak chinese) and because of that, "success belongs to the man who dares to venture to uncertainty ground" guess what thats the first sentence in "Kenny's chicken soup for the believer" yup thats the book name to my book of believes hahaha, corny right??
gonna go, going to watch american idol, lucky my fave camilie velasco is still in the competition, she rocks but she just need to gain more composure in her performance. GO GO GO!! wonder what is weiling doin also, din see her online also, maybe working hard, maybe playing minesweeping..... fyi she holds a record for the expert level ok (qouted by hers truly) mauhhah its 2157 time to hit the tv again... bye

regards
dreamwaters