Had this funny dream yesterday, felt like sharing....
i was in this room with 3 friends, couldnt see their faces. 4 of us was quarreling with this guy, which i have memory of. Suddenly, he took a knife and stab us all. "to be serious, I have no idea how he did that, one against 4, you got to be kidding, I even remember that he was only using a knife size of a fruit knife" whatever. I was lying there bleeding and thinking about wad my life had been through, all I could think of is "where will I go after this" its was a clear and vivid, so real.... Suddenly I got breathless and started feeling the compression of my body. Unwilling to go just like this, I stood up and walking around, seeing the remainder of my friends doin their normal routines, house chores " ya I know this sounds stupid". therefore I escape from the house, get help... after I went back, all of them were lying on the floor motionless.

I told Simon about it, he say that it is a sign of telling me to give yourself a second chance in life, the next question that ass hole asked me was, was I the person who stabbed you?? wtf!!! But the feeling of dying is so real, maybe its also telling me to cherish every moment of my life. Not until the last minute when you breath your last then start regretting what you have lost in life.

Such a seriously postin in my first blog.... hope to do better nxt time though... now i have to go on a secret mission.... for someone special.... after that i am goin for a run with david. he is always telling me that he can't run as fast as before, sad to say whenever he starts, i always cant seem to smell him, despite i have trained myself very very hard. =P

Regards
dreamwaters